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Spiritual Poetry: Walk The Abyss

I walk the abyss
on roads where She leads,
where fiery paths turn aside
and charred ground resides.

Though I have no light or guide
save that which I bring with me,
I trust the voice down deep inside
that she will all truth provide

Summer’s hope grows dim
and winter’s too-rough winds draw near
in my abyss I cannot hide
any more than I could change an ocean’s tide

So I walk the abyss
on roads where She leads
one foot goeth before the other in stride
and I look forward, not back, on all that’s been tried.

~ Mary Caelsto

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Tarot Blog Hop: The Fruit of Harvest

I find the topic for this blog hop to be quite fascinating since it’s a topic I’ve dealt with for most of this year. When I think about Pentacles, I think of material prosperity, of the abundance of having money in your checking account. And, for the most part I think people think about that. But, it’s also about an abundance of other things too.

Energy. Self-Care. What you give and what you receive. Having enough to give and being open to receive. All of these things went through the energy of the Pentacles and all of them are part of the abundance this suit.

For me this has been summed up in a card I kept pulling earlier this year: Six of Pentacles

In the Wildwood Tarot deck, which I use, this card is called exploitation. It asks us, are we exploiting our resources? Is there not a balance in giving and receiving?

As we come to the harvest season, it’s now a time to ask: what have you done to tend the harvest that’s about to come? Have you exploited the soil, or in the case of this year’s drought gripping much of the Midwest, has a lack of resources caused a very lean harvest? What fruits will you harvest and are they the ones you want?

I look at the six of pentacles, and I see an exploitation of my own resources, of doing too much with too little and pushing myself beyond the point. I see a lesson of balance and the fruits of harvest of a strong foundation and the strength to go forward.

What does the six of pentacles tell you?

This blog entry is part of the tarot blog hop. You can read the entry before mine or after by clicking here: before after

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Keep Your Creativity High

There are times in our lives when our creativity, well, goes off and doesn’t return for a while. When we take care of our elderly parents, have kids of our own (even if they’re just furry), have our own battles with our job and deal with family finances, it’s no wonder we get overwhelmed and our creativity wanes.

Honestly, if we look at these times in our lives, more than our creativity is gone. We often find our drive is missing. Our get up and go, has got up and went, as they say. Our interest in activities we used to do seems gone, as if we’ve done so much we can’t bear the thought of doing anything else. All of this is tied into our creativity.

The best thing to do is to not let our energies in these areas fade at all. Now that’s a perfect world, and we live in an imperfect one. But really, the best defense against the “blah” feeling where you know you have a million things to do and no energy to do them, is to keep your energy and interest in life high. However illness, fatigue, overwork, and stress can leach this energy until it’s gone.

So how do you do the impossible and keep your creativity high?

First, you have to stay interested and involved in life. Don’t let things overwhelm you. Instead, tackle larger projects with smaller goals and move forward in a positive manner. Make sure you take time to do things that interest you, and when you find a synergy between your creativity and an activity, keeping doing it.

Second, allow for the ebb and flow. There will be times when your energy, and creativity, will wane. As long as things swing back fairly quickly, say after a nap or a good night’s rest, then it’s all ok.

And third, be kind to yourself. No one can do it all. No, not even you. Make sure you take time to care for you though activities like soaking baths, massages, health care, and relaxation time.

Then, you can keep your creativity levels high without burning out.

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Stephen Hawking Says We Get Something Out of Nothing

“You have to work for it. You can’t get something for nothing.”

“There’s no such thing as a free lunch.”

And then, last night, while watching “Stephen Hawking’s Great Discoveries”, he was talking about the Big Bang, the Cosmos, and God. And something quite extraordinary happened. (For the record, I’m not a math/science girl, but I’m fascinated by it, and I know enough to follow the conversation when someone who knows a heap more than I do explains it.) Stephen Hawking explained that one of the laws of the universe was that you can get something from nothing. That for every action there is positive energy (such as piling up dirt into a hill) and negative energy (making the hole from which the dirt came.). And this exists throughout the universe.

So if something as extraordinary as our universe can happen out of nothing, then why can’t we manifest abundance?

I think it’s because we get in our own way. My partner immediately said, “well if there’s positive and negative energy, then why would you want to manifest abundance knowing someone else will get poverty.” To which I told him, “in this show positive and negative energy just is. It’s not inherently good or bad. So who are we to say that positive abundance will automatically create lack somewhere else. We don’t know what negative energy is in the universe. Perhaps our abundance renders someone else too rich to do any good? That wouldn’t manifest lack. We cannot say what “negative” might be in this context. Someone else might see very little abundance as a positive influence in his or her life.” My partner had to agree I had a point, though I smiled to myself, because I could also tell I made his head hurt with my non-scientific logic.

So before I make your head go all ‘splodey, just think about this: The universe can and does create “something” out of “nothing”. This also means that we can create “something” out of “nothing”, because if we do not apply our own limiting concepts to these terms, who knows what we can create. We limit ourselves with our own thoughts.

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Pagan Blog Project: H is for Happy Magick

What makes you happy? And how can you stay happy when you’re busy, nothing seems to be working, and you’re overwhelmed?

I think all of us contemplate those questions at one time or another. I know I do. And until recently, I didn’t feel as if I had the answers. For me, happiness boils down to one simple thing: If you know you are on your path, then you are happy.

What does that mean? And how do you know if you’re on your path? And what is your path?

Your path is this: the work you’re meant to do, the gifts you’re meant to share with the world, and the joy you derive from doing so. If you know you’re doing what you’re meant to be doing, giving what you’re meant to be giving, and coming from a heart-centered, joy-filled place, then you, most likely, are happy.

Seems like a far away from the hectic and depressed life I had even eight or ten months ago, and I bet for someone reading this blog, he or she is thinking the same thing. That’s a dream. That can’t happen now.

But it can. Now I’m not going to sit here and say that it happens with the swish of a magic wand. As pagans, though, we’re usually used to working magick. And there’s nothing to say that we can’t work magick to help us find our path and our bliss.

Here are ways in which we can do that.

1. Meditation and ritual to help us learn what we truly want to do in life.

2. Rituals to help us release old hurts, feelings, slights, or baggage we’re carrying around.

3. Rituals to help us realize self-love, so that we have a full well to offer others.

4. Rituals to help us honor diety, because coming from a place of blessing and worship is moving toward a heart-centered life.

5. Rituals to help us honor the seasons and the Sabbats, because when we see the cycles in nature, we can see them in our own lives.

What rituals are you doing to help you find your happiness?

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Healing Old Wounds: Reiki For The Past (Part 2/3)

relax stressed desk sleeping head downIn the last blog post, I talked about sending love back to your inner child, or the timeframe when the wound occurred. Today I want to talk about augmenting that with reiki. After I gave my inner child a hug, I wondered what I could do to help build, and boost, the deep healing that I knew was taking place. Reiki, being a smart energy, and one that works on all levels on our being, became my tool of choice. Using the “distance” symbol, which works with time as well as physical separation.

I sent reiki in two ways. First, I pictured my “current” self hugging my inner child and simply sent reiki back to her. I enveloped my inner child with the soothing energy of reiki, reminding her of universal love and goodness. Then, I actively sent reiki back to her at the time the events were happening.

This is the important part. Now, I don’t remember every event. Not to put a too fine a point on it, but I experienced extensive bullying and verbal abuse as a child. And really, I did not want to dig up those memories, though there are a few “biggies” which come to mind quite easily. So, instead of focusing on each individual negative event, and possibly increasing that event’s magnitude in my subconscious, I simply intended for the reiki to reach her at the time its needed most. Reiki is smart energy; it will go where it is needed.

To do this, I used the power symbol, the mental-emotional symbol, and the distance symbol.

And I didn’t do this just once. Yes, at the time of the epiphany I did, and I felt it most strongly then, but before I went to sleep, when my thoughts started following the well-worn path because of these experiences, I also sent reiki. It was, and still is, an active practice.

In the last entry, I’ll talk about the final step to this process. And if you feel reiki could help you, please contact me and take a look at my reiki offerings.

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Tarot For Uncertainty

When doing tarot spreads for two different outcomes, it’s easy to do them in a “v” shape, with one branch being one outcome and the other branch being the other. And that’s a very workable and solid spread for such a question. The one that I use is similar, but is more like a “two paths” spread. I start with one card to represent me, now. Then, I put one card to the upper left-hand corner of the “now” card and put two cards to its left. So the card immediedly next to the “now” card is “near future”, then the one to the left of that is “future” and the one to the left of that is “far future”. I do the same thing to the upper right-hand corner, with the card closest to the “now” card being the near future, the next one to its right being the future, and then the final card being far future. Now, I have my querent standing at a cross roads. Each path literally leads in the opposite direction, so much so that the future and near future cards can’t even see each other, so to speak, if one person were traveling on each road.

If we look at this reading with sample cards we quickly see where the paths diverge.

Cards:

Now = Seven of Pentacles

Path #1 (in this case it’s a what if I don’t do this):

Near future = Princess of Swords reversed
Future: 10 of Cups
Far future = Princess of Cups reversed

Path #2 (the what if I continue on this path, path)

Near future = Death reversed
Future: 7 of Swords reversed
Far Future: King of Swords Reversed

Overall – I’m seeing a ton of reversed cards and as someone who usually reads them I see them as “no”, but in this case they can also indicate the angst and worry and “can’t do it” attitude that’s been going into this situation. Honestly, the ones on the “don’t” path worry me more because of the cards and their nature reversed. I also see a lot of swords on both sides; this is an intellectual matter. The pentacles where I am at now indicates my mind being on money (and the card itself shouts a lack of patience.

So let’s look at the “no” path. The princess of swords reversed speaks to me of gossip, who doesn’t use the power of air/intellect wisely and who gets into too much negative thought patterns both in mind and in speech. Gossip, innuendo, and sniping are her tools of trade. Yet the future card is the wish fulfillment card, the card seemingly of having everything. I’m reminded of the image in the Rider-Waite deck of the family and the rainbow with the cups overhead. And yet, there seems to be no logical path from the bitterness of the first card to the third, which is the princess of cups. She’s sad, contemplative, depressed, so perhaps the wish fulfillment was all an illusion, like the cups in the sky and when the rainbow faded reality set in with a harsh lesson. All in all, I’m not sure, even if the ten of cups is real, that it’s a path anyone would want to go down, knowing sadness and loss was at the end.

The “yes” path is more interesting. It starts with death reversed, which tells me that something needs to “die” and isn’t being let go. It’s about hanging on in an unhealthy way. This is leading to the seven of swords reversed, or the thief card, where the thief isn’t going to get away with anything. It’s going to be hard, honest work. There are no short cuts or no quick fixes to this. And in the end, the future brings someone who is stubborn and hard-hearted, but…if we turn this around then releasing brings a sense of ease of “getting away with something” and in the end, someone who is smart and quick-witted, yet can temper his words with compassion.

In the end, I drew one final card…what if one follows the “yes” path. The king of pentacles up right. A man with wealth who has a balance between savings and thrifty and being able to spend on the things he wants to. So now the cards have shown us the paths. It’s up to us to make the decisions, but the two paths spread, hopefully will help.

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Pagan Blog Project: E is for Entitlement

As pagans, we learn that we make our own reality. Our actions, our thoughts, our words on a daily basis work with our magick and our desires to create the world in which we live. And it is healthy to believe that we have a right to be in this space, to work our magick, and to create our reality. After all, the root chakra is all about existence, and this time of year is the time of year when Mother Nature is awakening and shouting, “I’m here. Look at me.” So there’s a well-rounded and long-established tradition of having a right to things and of accepting our own right to be here and to work our will.

It’s not a big step to cross that line into entitlement. And yet, is that a bad thing?

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6 of Pentacles: Giving And Receiving More Than Money

6 of pentacles reversed This card has been appearing in a few of the readings I’ve done lately. The readings haven’t had anything to do with money, so the card’s appearance has had me thinking. When upright, the six of pentacles talks about charity, that there is balance in the act of giving to charity and of not being too proud or stubborn to ask. (Contrast this with the five of pentacles where people in need are walking past a church where they could get help, but they are either not seeing it or not able to accept the charity.) When this card is reversed, the balance is not there. Either someone who can give is hanging on to his or her money or the people who could receive aren’t benefiting. Where upright this card is the card of generosity, it’s a miserly card upside down.

We commonly think of pentacles as the cards of money. Associated with Earth, pentacles are often called the suit of coins. In fact, many tarot decks call this suit coins or discs, which evokes an obvious feeling of money. So yeah, it’s easy to see how the generosity or lack thereof associated with this card relates specifically to money.

Except, as I said, I wasn’t asking about money. One question involved relationships, the other involved money in a round-about-way since it involved my businesses. In the later case, I took this card to mean that the opportunity wasn’t there. That I might give and give and not receive anything in return financially. So that made sense to me. The other reading, however, didn’t. Until I realized how I was out of balance in the giving and receiving realms.

I was not allowing myself to receive the positive feelings and love directed to me from other people. I’ve been so busy the last two years taking care of everyone else, of being the strong one, the one to hold up a partner who had a heart attack last year and a mother who over a year ago lost the sight in her right eye and suddenly found herself very dependent on me for driving and other tasks. I held all of this on my shoulders, always giving and receiving support to my friends and family, but one word of “I am so proud of you” from my mom and I was bawling like a starlet receiving her first Oscar. “You love me! You really really love me!” my subconscious would shout and the waterworks were on.

When this happened again a few days ago (I was by myself, but received a very touching email from an unexpected source of support), the waterworks started. And I thought, “this is ridiculous! You have nothing to cry over! This is a very happy email.” But even thinking that made me cry harder. And dang it! I hate it when I cry. I get water spots on my glasses and have to go clean them.

And then, maybe because I was reading a book that talked about being open to receiving and believing that we deserved it, I had that “aha” moment. Maybe in both spreads, but definitely in the relationship spread, this card wasn’t talking about money. It was talking about love, good will, deservedness. If I didn’t believe that I deserved these things, then the balance was out of whack. I could give and give and give, but as long as I was pushing away the returns the universe was trying to send me, I would eventually have nothing more to give. Which, frankly, was where I was at about three months ago. If I wasn’t able to be humble in my giving and proud to receive (isn’t that a switch), then the coins would fall on the ground as they’re doing when this card is reversed.

So for me, there are a couple of lessons here. Don’t get so hung up on the tarot symbols that you can’t see the symbolism for you in your own life, and make sure you’re open to receiving and giving everything, including coins.

May the cards be with you!

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How To Be Gentle With Yourself And Still Get Things Done

abundance vacation beach wealth time leisure It’s a hard thing to do, be gentle with yourself. Today is a gentle sort of day for me. It’s the start of a major transition, my sinuses are telling me that they are way not happy with my falling off my care regimen (fear-based thoughts… I’ll talk about those later…), and my fibromyalgia is well aware of the transition. So I slept later than I’d planned, and although the sun is shining and the day looks positively gorgeous for late February, I shall sit down at the computer and start on the inevitable to do list. And yet, I’m being gentle with myself.

Sure, sitting down to work on a beautiful day might not sound like someone is being gentle with him or herself. When we think of “being gentle”, we think of relaxation, enjoying a good book, naps, comfort foods, and general “don’t have to do anything” type activities. But you can still take care of what you need to do and be gentle. There are just a few simple things to keep in mind.

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